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Working Mother Identity Crisis
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Over the past 2 weeks, since being seconded to a new role, I have been thinking about women in positions of power.  It is the oft-asked question "why aren't there more women in the board room?"

From a personal perspective the reason really hit home for me last week.  We are bombarded with messages about wholesome family relationships - a decline in children's behaviour brought about by children who spend too much time in childcare as both parents work.  As a mother you are expected to sit down with your 6 year old, do 15 minutes homework, listen to them read, then read them a story, cook a wholesome meal from scratch ensuring you eat your 5 a day, ensure you get at least 30 minutes vigorous exercise and maintain your child's bedtime routine.   However if you decide that 2 hours in the evening is not enough to do this, keep some semblance of a tidy house and some sanity (and heaven forbid you may have a hobby) and decide not to work then you are a lazy benefit-grabber who should be working.

With messages being fired off from all sides about what a woman should do, it is not surprising that many women choose to tread a middle path.  Ambitious and fullfilling role, but not too ambitious or fulfilling that it interferes with your duties as a mother. Then there's the guilt you carry round whilst working - why am I here rather than at home bringing up my daughter?  But when at home again the guilt kicks in - am I burden to society?

It can and has been argued - why should I have to choose between my children and my career? There are plenty of successful women who have children.  My experience is that none of the female senior or executive management I have come across have young children.  Perhaps, and this is a big statement coming from a feminist such as myself, there is a physical bond between mother and child that makes decisions such as long working hours more difficult to make.  The men I speak to do not seem to have the same concerns about spending time with their children and working long hours.  Or perhaps it is simply that as women we received so many messages about what we should be that we feel forced into taking the middle ground to satisfy the expectations of society, and possibly, ourselves.

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Please please please can someone do a fic based on RDJ looking at pics of Jude Law on the red carpet at theAnna Karenina premiere and "enjoying himself".

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End of a relationship
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My baby sister was stillborn. In my first job my boss bullied me. My husband texted me to say he wanted to separate. I wonder why thr worst thing you can imagine can and does always happen. I often wonder what it is about me, why I drive people away, why my own husband can't stand me and hates me with such vitriol as he put in his email. What if I feel like a victim but am actually an inherently evil person who is fundamentally unloveable, as he says? I have struggled with these questions my whole life and now my husband seems to have confirmed my deepest darkest fears.... That I am too screwed up, to difficult, too mentally unstable for anyone to ever love. No one can ever live with me, if they try they end up leaving me.

Life is not good at the moment.

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More RDJude
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RDJude found on Tumblr -

http://itsfuckingleemack.tumblr.com/post/24822081670/regis-youre-joking-right-robert-do-i-look

Not sure who the owner of the tumblr account is but they will give me very sweet dreams this evening and if they find my post I LOVE YOU!

Don't even care if this was actually said, just the thought makes me squee like the insane fangirl I am.

A Gentleman's Oath
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The fall. THE fall
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So my theory goes.....

Scandal in Belgravia taught Sherlock about love. Not that he was in love with Irene though. He saw how it could be used and/or useful - he put this into practice in getting Molly to help him in the final problem. He told Molly that she was important - because she loved him and because everyone including him had underestimated her. From scandal and the hounds he also knew John loved him, even if only in a platonic sense . ( incidentally Irene certainly seemed to think there was something more to it). Therefore he knew that John would do exactly as he asked when it was needed.

We can deduce that Sherlock began to court publicity on purpose in the lead up to the fall as he had previously refused to ride in Lestrade's police car in A Study in Pink.

From his vantage point on the top of building he could see across the whole area and would have easily been able to work out that the cyclist would hit John and only had to wait for the right moment to jump to know that his impact to the ground would coincide.

As Molly worked at the hospital she would easily have been able to verify as to a cause of death. any number of his homeless network could have been part of the huge crowd surrounding Sherlock so as to prevent John from seeing Sherlock clearly. Added to the knock that John had just taken his recollection of the scene would therefore be blurry at best. Lack of pulse could be explained any number of ways, Sherlock had probably been experimenting on himself for a few weeks anyway.

So why?

We know from the books that Holmes faked his death to take down Moriarty's ring. In Sherlock it was to save the lives of his three friends - John, Mrs Hudson and Lestrade. (Sherlock said he only had 1 - John - in TheHound so is there a point in here?). So we can therefore assume that he will be going round trying to expose the rest of the ring to ensure his friend's safety. Very handy if they think he is dead.

This is where Irene comes back in...

He saved her life and kept her phone in Scandal in Belgravia - not for sentiment but because he knew back then that he might need her to bring down Moriarty. He made his death as public as possible as a cue to Irene. he'd kept her phone so she would have then been able to get in contact with him. Who better to take down Moriarty's criminal ring than two "dead" geniuses?

Anyway....only a year or so to wait and see whether I'm correct...

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Solving the Reichenbach fall
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So, I think we can start from the premise that Sherlock courted publicity on purpose.

In season 1episode 1 Sherlock refuses to go in a police car when helping Lestrade, therefore it's not Lestrade who wants Sherlock's participation to remain private but Sherlock. He's never ridden in a police car before, or asked for money or gifts in return for his services, a fact Donovan comments on in episode 1. Yet in season 2 episode 3 he's riding in police cars when giving them assistance, attending presentations from civilians thanking for his help (before he'd hand over to lestrade to take the credit), accepting gifts from grateful families. Tissue is completely put of character for Sherlock.

Why would he do this?

To get Moriarty's attention? (unnecessary as it was already established in season 1 episode 3 and episode 1 that he already has Moriarty's attention.)

May be to force Moriarty's hand? (to what end? What would he achieve by this?)

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Anyone good at fan vids?
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I'd really love to see a Dean/cas fan vid set to Electric 6 " danger, high voltage!" lol

Now tell me Cas/Dean isn't canon
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SEASON 4
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SEASON 5

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OFFICIAL TIE-IN NOVELS

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Even some of the writers ship them!

I think Evanescence are secret Dean/Cass shippers
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Songs that remind me of Dean/Cas

Going Under - Evanescence (can imagine Cas being a bit hacked off after everything he's done for Dean. And may be a bit out of his depth as he struggles to understand his emotions)

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Bring Me to Life - Evanescence (Dean thinking about Castiel, how he's let Cass in after all the things Dean's done and had done to him and how he needs Castiel in order to keep going.).

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Filthy Gorgeous - Scissor Sisters
(cos Cas is filthy gorgeous, and future!Cas is totally an Acid Junkie)

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Undisclosed desires - Muse
(totally Cas about Dean - why is it that Anna couldn't withstand Heaven's mind wash even though she slept with Dean, whereas it didn't take very long for Cass to remember his bond with Dean?)

This choice was inspired by missheppy's amazing Dean/Cas fanvid on YouTube. It can be found at: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsbHDeafkRc&feature=fvw

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May be Muse are secret Dean/Cass shippers too?
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